Dirty and Disconnected

The other day my cellphone service was cut off. Yesterday the gas and hot water was turned off. I am feeling dirty and disconnected. I am not so sure how to dig myself out of this hole but I guess have to be patient until this time passes. Only one month more to wait before I go back to New York City and eat well and see family and friends. That’s one of the few thoughts lately that have been getting me through the day.